I was so mad when my mother died.
It didn’t have to be that way.
And a very lot was left unfinished between us.
I was only 19 and we were in the midst of working out an adult relationship with each other, one where she could see me for myself and the woman I was becoming.
For many reasons I can tell another time, she chose to leave this life, quite suddenly and traumatically.
And contrary to her plan, her not being here anymore made things more difficult for everyone instead of better as she had intended.
For me personally, it meant having to finish gaining maturity in quick order.
Emotional well-being was put aside, progressively restrained, pushed deeper into Shadow while I focused on functioning. Physical self-sufficiency took priority – graduating college, getting jobs, making sure I was sheltered and fed.
Showing up consistently and getting things done – especially for benefit of others as Mother, Teacher, Mentor, Spouse, Friend – became a specialty of mine. A focus of Determination has carried me through the years. Until . . . It all started cracking apart.
The past decade has found me becoming restructured at every level of my Being – Physical, Emotional, Mental, Spiritual, Energetic. I was pulled into the Abyss for composting and reorganization. This process has been No Joke. And yet I feel so Blessed for having come through to who I am now.
Who I was becoming when I was 19 got mangled and shoved aside for 40 years. To reclaim and restore my Self has been a rough yet rewarding journey, even though the undoing of all my defenses at times felt like death itself.
Do you know someone who is becoming undone? Are you?
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