In creating a new focus for the next stage of my life, I’ve been called to collapse all other possibilities.
And not just alternative ways to occupy my time in a potential future.
It seems I’ve been creating a phantom timeline of “what can never be” which was fed by 45 years of longing for “what could have been” if only things had gone differently.
This alternate reality has been a refuge of comfort for my inner wounded child to feel somehow soothed whenever I’ve had to face difficulties in the collected “now” moments of real world living.
“It is what it is” became a foundation of my determined actions all these decades.
Yet, apparently my longing for “what could have been” brought an elusive element to the background of my perseverance, adding a through-line of resentment that things were supposed to be different and somehow better.
My emotional energy consistently invested into this unrealistic narrative. And instead of recognizing it as a life-sucking black hole of impossibility, I became vaguely bitter that I’m in this actual life instead of the dream.
It’s no wonder that my lived experience has hit so many bumps and walls! I’ve created a subtle habit of secretly cursing my reality while feeding a fantasy, with my creative life force shadowed by longing based on wishful thinking.
Realizing the sheer waste of personal power invested into this unattainable outcome helps me to finally understand why I’ve also been so resistant to finding forgiveness and compassion for “what is.”
And so it’s time to completely collapse “what can never be” and redirect all my energies toward fueling my desired achievable life.
I accept what is, I release what can never be, and I Love myself back into wholeness as I travel into my next.
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